Strawberry Bubble Gum

2011-06-07T01:29:00.000+08:00

how am i supposed to know what to do when i don't even know how you feel? you tell me nothing about you.. its heartbreaking..

2011-06-01T09:50:00.001+08:00

o.o
o.o
o.o
o.o
o.o
what did i do again??
o.o
o.o
o.o
o.o
o.o
whats going on..?
o.o
o.o
o.o
o.o
o.o
don't leave me...?
o.o
o.o
o.o
o.o
o.o

2011-05-07T12:55:00.001+08:00

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
'cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

My mind is gone, I'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears I'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed?
'cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe 'cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I should've never let you hold me baby
Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Can't figure out how you stole my heart

My mind is gone, I'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears I'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

How did I get here with you, I'll never know?
I never meant to let it get so, personal
And after all I tried to do, to stay away from loving you
I'm broken heart and I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

All my life...

2011-04-14T15:35:00.001+08:00

STOP MESSING WITH MY HEAD !

2011-04-13T20:42:00.000+08:00

Everything I do, everything I endure
Is to make sure that my love for you never changes
Disregarding if it's the truth, or if it can happen
It doesn't matter if you appear in my dreams
I wouldn't be able to hold you, but I could feel you
It would seem as if you were right next to me
I want to stay here with you forever
But when morning arrives and I open my eyes
I want to forget you once more

If I could see you in my dreams
If I could hold you in my arms
If we could remember how much we loved each other
Then I hope that I never wake up

Our love is sweeter than candy
Like a movie's fantasy, I wished we'd never change, so I promised
It's easy say but since it's as soft as ice cream
I guess it only comes true on the TV screen
There isn't a such thing as forever, there isn't a word for eternity
How about it? Does your heart hurt as much as mine does?
If this is the end and I can't turn back time
Then I hope that it's all a dream

2011-04-08T23:32:00.004+08:00

Yes, I wanna stay by your side.
Just by your side forever and ever.

Baby, hold my hand pull me close
make me feel invulnerable being in your arms
lead me into a dance
send me in a trance

your voice, your scent and your comfort
its what i really need right now
nobody can make me feel this way
just you and only you

so baby don't leave me i love you :3

2011-03-23T00:10:00.000+08:00

I'm happy :) thank you.

2011-03-20T22:51:00.002+08:00

i know i'm not perfect
i know i have a bad temper
i know i can be irrationale
i know i'm ridiculous
i know i can be completely insane
i know i'm a fool
i know i'm lazy
i know i barely bring benefits
i know i'm rebellious
i know i'm intolerable
i know i'm in love with you..
please bear with me.. =/

2011-03-20T11:46:00.002+08:00

I talked to the actual Jay Park O.O OMG XD !!

THIS IS SO AWESOME :O

2011-03-19T17:18:00.001+08:00

You're back ! Hehe ♥

2011-03-17T11:21:00.003+08:00

i knew it would happen one day..
i just didn't know it'd be so soon..
you said you'll come back..
so i'll wait for you, with all hope in the world..
a cut may hurt..
losing you hurts a million times more..
i love you no matter what happens..
now i only hear my heart beating in fear..
in fear you'll never return..
i need you.. please come back when you're ready.. i'll be there.. just for you..

2011-03-14T21:51:00.002+08:00

i hate that i love you so...

2011-02-28T18:46:00.000+08:00

-inlovewithmynewdresszomg;x-

2011-02-21T23:57:00.000+08:00

why do you have to do this to me..

2011-02-07T15:22:00.000+08:00

Every time we say goodbye
There's something breaking deep inside
I tried to hide my feelings to keep myself controlled
But somehow I can't deny what's deep inside my soul

I've been always on the run
So many different places, having fun
But like a river always knows just where to flow
Now that December comes I feel like coming home

It's Christmas in my heart
When I'm with you
No matter where we are or what we do

Tomorrow may be grey
We may be torn apart
But if you stay tonight
It's Christmas in my heart

I don't know how to stay alive
Without your touch without you by my side
Just like the desert's always waiting for the rain
Oh baby, I wish the holy night would come again

Everywhere I go and everyone I know
Is making lots of wishes for old Santa Claus
But all I really need tonight
Is for you to come and hold me tight
What is Christmas without you here by my side
I need you tonight

Baby you're all I really need.

2011-02-04T22:24:00.001+08:00

I let my blog die again. HAHA ! My phone is dying on me too.. It restarts itself so very oftenly o.o I hate it when that happens especially when i'm typing an sms.. DREAFULLY I HAVE TO REPEAT WHAT I SAID AND I CAN'T REMEMBER. rawr.. x(

2010-11-13T01:40:00.000+08:00

ME LOVE PENGUINS

ME LOVE PENGUIN PLANET !

WHEE

2010-10-29T18:19:00.001+08:00

300th post. congrats Firbs. you're broken.

2010-10-28T14:04:00.001+08:00

I'M A SINGLE LADY ~
I'M A SINGLE LADY!

2010-10-26T17:09:00.003+08:00

whenever i had time for myself, i start crying. first thing in the morning i woke up, yesterday - i cried. on my way to school, i wept silently in the backseat. during exam, i laid my head down and cried once more. after i got home, took a shower and attending to my nap, the tears started to fall again. when it was time to go to sleep at night, i couldn't help but let the stream of tears go.. save me.

2010-10-25T13:40:00.000+08:00

ҒЇЯЬЇЁҪҢѲӮ

Is dead. She failed addmaths again. Commited suicide =/

2010-10-24T17:43:00.001+08:00

忘了有多久
wang le you duo jiu
I’ve forgotten how long it has been

再沒聽到你
zai mei ting dao ni
Since the last time I heard you

對我說你最愛的故事
dui wo shuo ni zui ai de gu shi
Tell me your favorite story

我想了很久
wo xiang le hen jiu
I have thought for a long time

我開始慌了
wo kai shi huang le
I start to forget

是不是我又做錯了什麼
shi bu shi wo you zuo cuo le shen me
Wondering if I have done something wrong again

你哭著對我說
ni ku zhe dui wo shuo
You told me as you cried

童話裡都是騙人的
tong hua li dou shi pian ren de
That everything in fairy tales are all lies

我不可能是你的王子
wo bu ken neng shi ni de wang zi
I couldn’t possibly be your prince.

也許你不會懂
ye xu ni bu hui dong
But perhaps you don’t understand either

從你說愛我以后
cong ni shuo ai wo yi hou
Ever since you told me you loved me forever

我的天空星星都亮了
wo de tian kong xing xing dou liang le
All the stars in my sky have brightened.

我願變成童話裡
wo yuan bian cheng tong hua li
I’m willing to become the one in the fairy tale

你愛的那個天使
ni ai de ne ge tian shi
The angel that you love

張開雙手
zhang kai shuang shou
I extend this pair of hands

變成翅膀守護你
bian cheng chi bang shou hu ni
and turn them into wings to protect you

你要相信
ni yao xiang xin
You must believe

相信我們會像童話故事裡
xiang xin wo men hui xiang tong hua gu shi li
Believe we will be like we are in a fairy tale

幸福和快樂是結局
xing fu he kuai le shi jie ju
Where blessings and happiness is the ending

你哭著對我說
ni ku zhe dui wo shuo
You told me as you cried

童話裡都是騙人的
tong hua li dou shi pian ren de
That everything in fairy tales are all lies

我不可能是你的王子
wo bu ken neng shi ni de wang zi
I couldn’t possibly be your prince.

也許你不會懂
ye xu ni bu hui dong
But perhaps you don’t understand either

從你說愛我以后
cong ni shuo ai wo yi hou
Ever since you told me you loved me forever

我的天空星星都亮了
wo de tian kong xing xing dou liang le
All the stars in my sky have brightened.

我願變成童話裡
wo yuan bian cheng tong hua li
I’m willing to become the one in the fairy tale

你愛的那個天使
ni ai de ne ge tian shi
The angel that you love

張開雙手
zhang kai shuang shou
I extend this pair of hands

變成翅膀守護你
bian cheng chi bang shou hu ni
and turn them into wings to protect you

你要相信
ni yao xiang xin
You must believe

相信我們會像童話故事裡
xiang xin wo men hui xiang tong hua gu shi li
Believe we will be like we are in a fairy tale

幸福和快樂是結局
xing fu he kuai le shi jie ju
Where blessings and happiness is the ending

我要變成童話裡
wo yao bian cheng tong hua li
I will to become the one in the fairy tale

你愛的那個天使
ni ai de ne ge tian shi
The angel that you love

張開雙手
zhang kai shuang shou
I extend this pair of hands

變成翅膀守護你
bian cheng chi bang shou hu ni
and turn them into wings to protect you

你要相信
ni yao xiang xin
You must believe

相信我們會像童話故事裡
xiang xin wo men hui xiang tong hua gu shi li
Believe we will be like we are in a fairy tale

幸福和快樂是結局
xing fu he kuai le shi jie ju
Where blessings and happiness is the ending

我会變成童話裡
wo hui bian cheng tong hua li
I will to become the one in the fairy tale

你愛的那個天使
ni ai de ne ge tian shi
The angel that you love

張開雙手
zhang kai shuang shou
I extend this pair of hands

變成翅膀守護你
bian cheng chi bang shou hu ni
and turn them into wings to protect you

你要相信
ni yao xiang xin
You must believe

相信我們會像童話故事裡
xiang xin wo men hui xiang tong hua gu shi li
Believe we will be like we are in a fairy tale

幸福和快樂是結局
xing fu he kuai le shi jie ju
Where blessings and happiness is the ending

一起寫我們的結局
yi qi xie wo men de jie ju
Together we can write our own ending

2010-10-21T18:01:00.003+08:00

You stabbed my heart with your broken promise.
However so I've kept mine.
I hope you have learnt a lesson out of this.
You deserve this, I warned you first, but you let it happen.
You gave me an overlapping disappointment.
You freaking smashed my heart into a million pieces.
And why do I still love you with every piece of it?
I'm stupid. You're smart. I should stop hurting myself.
FML.

2010-10-19T15:06:00.002+08:00

Exam~ Exam~ Exam~ Exam~ Exam~

i HATE exams~ Can't ait till I'm done with it. Can relax and till the results come out and get yelled at again. Same routine. Over and over again through the years since standard 2. They can't just stop nagging, soon they're gonna make me uninterested in studies, if thats what they want then be it. I give up.

2010-10-15T17:02:00.002+08:00

OH oh OH OH Oh My gOSh!!

I can't believe this =_=" I'm like SO SO dead. I didn't get anything imbang at all. I officially say byebye to my accounts. Lets just hope that my paper 1 helps me pass.. 2 Papers down, 18 to go! RAWR. aihs~

Hey, happy 4th month :3
x3

2010-10-14T21:51:00.001+08:00

sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker. sucker.

funsucker.

Exams waste paper. It kills trees. It provides us less oxygen. It contibutes to polution.

SAY NO TO EXAMS

And i wanna emo... aihs...

2010-10-13T18:09:00.002+08:00

FUNSUCKED.

Its like what the f***?? 3 Economics paper to take? RETAKING BM and ENG paper 1? Are these people really that lifeless? They're like prolonging our exams!! How I wish I can just quickly get over this and reach Nov 3rd. Total freedom, ahhs~ ._. thats gotta wait.. Anyway, I promised myself to study, so by tonight I'll be eating up my reference books, doing math and total geekmode on =/ Luckily I don't put on glasses. Or I'd be a nerd! Psh. Exams suck. To the fella that created exams, go suck holes ;o you're wasting trees!! Giving us crappy projects and this this that that.. If you wanna give us projects, DON'T give us exams!! The projects are giving us enough headache. HEY, think about YOUR OWN TIME. WERE THERE ANY CRAPPY PROJECTS? NO. So why suck the fun outta students already. Cut this bullshit!

Oh yess!!

2010-10-12T18:56:00.002+08:00

I moaned, in satisfactory.

Mhhh, ohh yes~!!

Give me more.. Ahhh !!

Baaaabbbyyyy, MOOORE!!

oh I love you~ SO MUCH.

Give it to me

Come on..

Lemme suck it

Taste it

Lick it

Ohhh yeahhh ~

YEEEESSSS

I LIKE IT JUST LIKE THAT

so nice

salty

making me high...

LOVE

BACON!!
♥
♥
♥
♥
♥

oH i'M SOOO in lOve !!

2010-10-12T13:40:00.002+08:00

Well I wonder, could it be... when I was dreaming bout you, you'd be dreaming bout me.. =/

I can't fricking sleep without the teddybear in my arms ! dammnit.

What can I say..?

2010-10-11T20:24:00.002+08:00

actually i have nothing to say...
exams are approaching..
addmaths i think i'm gna fail it, again.
oh well. whatever.

2010-10-11T13:25:00.001+08:00

feel

trash

10.10.10

2010-10-10T22:38:00.001+08:00

WHAT A BEAUTIFUL DATE !

I'm back to blogging aite :D ehhehe

-nothing to say-

Its done.

2010-04-26T20:40:00.000+08:00

gone goose. dead duck.

no more.
finished. done.

Life Update

2010-03-24T18:57:00.002+08:00

I've left my blog alone for so long...
so, life updates! in point form...

attemp to make eggtart - failed hard xP
failed addmaths, E for modmaths @_@
fortunatly passed accs.
my first B for ENGLISH! ... thx a lot for hating us Pn. Paramjeet. hope ur reading Ashmen!! ITS ALL YOUR FAULT!
a cut on my foot after Taekwondo...
Wicked training
Choral speaking competition somewhere in June
Cosplay competition somewhere in June
i wanna whack Ashmen's face so badly. My fist is hungry for it.
skipping homework...
mapling less...
SA-ing less...
Facebooking more...
I WANNA GO BUNGEE JUMPING! jump off a cliff and hopefully the cables will snap and lemme die...
2 ulcers... thx to my vamp teeth ;x
really worn off lately
phone credit running like water * i sms too much *
monday - add maths mod maths tuition 4-7
friday - Bm tuition 8.30 - 10
saturday - Accounts tuition 2-4
MADNESS! I'M GOING MAD!

2010-03-11T21:16:00.001+08:00

MOST

MALE

HUMAN

BRAINS

ARE

RETARDED.

ESPECIALLY

THOSE

THAT

HAS

GIGANTIC

AMOUNT

CHAUVINISM

AND

JEALOUSY

THEM.

WTF RIGHT I KNOW.

2010-02-23T22:07:00.002+08:00

stress.stress.stress.stress.stress.stress.stress

Can't believe exams are round the corner so quickly. sometimes i wonder whether Earth is revolving a little too quickly or not. STUDY == 1st March must study like nerd already. I'm just gonna murder everyone that gets in my way when i wanna study. Diao them kaokao ;x lol

anyway... i gotta brush it on maths and accounts. so very lost !

i love

MYSELF

LeRandom-ing

2010-02-18T22:13:00.002+08:00

I could be your baby, you can be my honey
Lets spend time not money.
I mix your milk with my cocoa puff,
Milky, milky cocoa,
Mix your milk with my cocoa puff, milky, milky riiiiiiight.

its just so catchy

that i just have to post it here.

Never know how much I love you, never know how much I care
When you put your arms around me, I get a fever that's so hard to bear
You give me fever - when you kiss me, fever when you hold me tight
Fever - in the the morning, fever all through the night.
Sun lights up the daytime, moon lights up the night
I light up when you call my name, and you know I'm gonna treat you right
You give me fever - when you kiss me, fever when you hold me tight
Fever - in the the morning, fever all through the night.

Everybody's got the fever, that is something you all know
Fever isn't such a new thing, fever started long ago.
Romeo loved Juliet, Juliet she felt the same
When he put his arms around her, he said "Julie baby you're my flame"
Thou givest fever, when we kisseth, fever with thy flaming youth
Fever - I'm afire, fever yea I burn forsooth.
Captain Smith and Pocahontas had a very mad affair
When her Daddy tried to kill him, she said "Daddy-O don't you dare"
Give me fever - with his kisses, fever when he holds me tight
Fever - I'm his Missus, Oh daddy won't you treat him right.

Now you've listened to my story, here's the point I have made:
Chicks were born to give you fever, be it Fahrenheit or Centigrade
They give you fever - when you kiss them, fever if you live and learn
Fever - till you sizzle, what a lovely way to burn.
What a lovely way to burn.
What a lovely way to burn.

2010-02-17T17:50:00.005+08:00

Shut a puro dolor up b4 u turn the vid on

2010-02-10T17:18:00.002+08:00

If I am Lolita
Then you are a criminal
And you should be killed
By an army of little girls
The law won't arrest you
The world won't detest you
You never did anything
Any man wouldn't do
I'm Gothic Lolita
And you are a criminal
I'm not even legal
I'm just a dead little girl
But ruffles and laces
And candy sweet faces
Directed your furtive hand
I perfectly understand
So it's my fault?
No, Gothic Lolita

Jean's Bday party picszxc

2010-02-09T19:13:00.000+08:00

zParty

zCake&Bday girl

zStalked

zCamwhores

addicted lah ;x

2010-02-06T21:07:00.002+08:00

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever have you ever
Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything up to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It's makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all your life
You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for that day when they will care
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It's makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world
'Cuz baby I can't sleep
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It's makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye
As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
It's something more than saying "I miss you"
But when we talked too
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face
[Chorus:]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye
(Bye Bye [3x])
Bye bye
And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
That you can make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever
[Chorus]
(bye bye bye bye bye bye [3x])
Bye bye
This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandfather
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye
[Chorus]

2010-02-04T23:11:00.002+08:00

feeling guilty i didn't post anything bout MJ's passing... ohwell... he was awesome.

MICHAEL JACKSON

PL0X RIP

you're awesome

i know its late but better than never okayy...

a very lazy post

2010-02-03T22:12:00.004+08:00

well, i bet everyone wants to know how it went in thailand. okay, here goes;
wake up 3 am, took airasia plane fly to chiang mai, arrive at hotel at 10 am... then rest until got energy, called taxi driver, booked him for a whole day service. he brought us to orchid farm, umbrella handicraft factory, silver and jade factory and silk factory. then very fast 6... so his service was over... went back to hotel, walked out of hotel and jalan until dinner time. dinner wasn't splendid neither was it fine. but it wasn't horrible either.
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okay so the next day, woke up and play flight of the gibbon, flying from tree to tree, hung down 100m from a tree @_@ i screamed the most... okay so after the gibbon flying outdoor game there was more night market. bought just several items... nothing to 'ooh' about unlike bangkok. then sleep, whee! then...
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next morning play ATV, okay... ATV is so not reccomended for those that has short fingers and cannot tolerate pain and dirt. why? first, accelerate gear must be pushed at all times and its quite tiring, next is the painful exhaust pipe, i got burnt and those that has totally no common sense of direction and dunno how to control a bicycle properly... you're gonna get stuck in potholes and crash into bushes and if your brake reflex isn't good enough, you might run into a dog or a chicken. cause its kampung area. then more night market after ATV... then dinner was nice that night. and this bown of noodle just me and jie went to GOSH IT WAS AWESOME! SLPENDIDLY AWESOME! so yummy, satisfying giler! after that, went back to hotel for more sleep.
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next day, wake up, take airasia, fly home :D
then next day (1st feb) ME BIRTHDAY~! haha... in school... with a jetlag == lol. well at least i got to go out with some friends after that... thx jean, kylie, sook pei and the tall dude [soz i only remember your name starts with di~~~??] for temaning me until 6(.30) :D then uh... went to school again the next day... came home sick [mum calls it LAZY] t(-.-t) so i skipped today. and now boging la. going sleep le.
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*pics next post kay? malas sial*

Vacation :D

2010-01-27T17:25:00.003+08:00

I'm at Thailand until 31st, will miss you all !
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♥
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我在泰国，直到31日 , 会想念你们 !
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♥
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Saya akan berada di Thailand sehingga 31 bulan ini, akan merindui kalian !

Firbie

2010-01-26T18:07:00.004+08:00

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2010-01-26T14:29:00.000+08:00

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I need you...

i lost my rose

2010-01-24T22:20:00.003+08:00

second time i've made you cry. i'm sorry. thanks for everything.
i really am very sorry.
i was reckless. i didn't think of the consequences.
don't forgive me.

firb just

broke another heart

sorry

pregnant pills, cockroaches & bitch.

2010-01-21T13:48:00.005+08:00

GENTING~! *pregnant pills [ inside joke.. hehe]*
was okay la... could've been better. friday go up,, play indoor, spam bumper car. went for archery *first arrow tio bullseye! omg i feel so pro.* then motion master was so stupid. about some cat and a jet pack and then flew through cars and sewers. then we settled to eat dinner and stuff... nothing much, really. next day went outdoor play! 1st game was the spinner~! like omg so fun! then we lined up for bumper boat but decided to go for the flume ride. after that went for the mining blabla cart wtv... hurt my knee there. then went for flying dragon~!~!~ then blablabla wasted lotsa time, went on pirate ship. some little girl was waving at us calling us to sit next to her. well, okay :D ahahahah. after that we decided for cyclone and teacup. thats about it la.

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went to drimba with jiejie. she took her shower... then we were cockroach swatting. lol. "you're so gruesome" says jie. swatted this cockroach and the stomach smashed. urghh. after everything... wanted to go out... door rosak cannot open. lol.
situation was like

"COCKROACH! WHACK!!"
"WHERE!? AAAH!! *thwack* AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH!!!"
"AAAAAAAAAAHHH ITS COMINGGG!!!"

lol.

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stupid pn azizah... hate her! she consfictaed my ADDMATHS 2. == stupid.i wanted to take ruler out nia, out of nowhere pop next to me and take my addmaths book away.. you think ekons so geng izit? i won't bother asking it back from you. i have self respect, too much to ask it back from shits like you man. you wanna piece of me i'll give you a piece of me. lets play, i'll have fun. i've never met any teacher so unreasonable. taking without asking the real matter. note to DUrians; Pn.Azizah is fked up in the head.

2010-01-19T16:04:00.002+08:00

"A Puro Dolor"

Perdona si te estoy llamando en este momento
Pero me hacia falta escuchar de nuevo
Aunque sea un instante tu respiracion

Disculpa se que estoy violando
Nuestro juramento
Se que estas con alguien, que no es el momento
Pero hay algo urgente que decirte este hoy

Estoy muriendo, muriendo por verte
Agonizando muy lento y muy fuerte

Vida, devuelveme mis fantasias
Mis ganas de vivir la vida
Devuelveme el aire...

Carino mio, sin ti yo me siento vacio
Las tardes son un laberinto
Y las noches me saben
A puro dolor...

Quisiera decirte que hoy estoy de maravilla
Que no me ha afectado lo de tu partida
Pero con un dedo no se tapa el sol

Estoy muriendo, muriendo por verte...

~~~~~
"Purest Of Pain"

I'm sorry I didn't mean to call
but I couldn't fight it
I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide it
and so I surrender just to hear your voice

I know how many times I said I'm gonna to live with out you
and maybe someone else is standing there beside you
but there's something baby that you need to know

that deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.

Vida, give me back my fantasies
the courage that I need to live
the air that I breathe

carino mio, my world becomes so empty
my day's are so cold and lonely
and each night I taste
the purest of pain.

I wish I could tell you I'm feeling better every day
that it didn't hurt me when you walked away
but to tell you the truth I can't find my way

and deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.
Vida, give me back...

BORED

2010-01-14T19:18:00.003+08:00

i love yOU
♥
*JANTUNG*

you know who you are;

luving ya always

FIRBS :D

2010-01-12T21:49:00.003+08:00

i'm so tired. so worn out. its like my energy is being drunk up by my daily activities. i'm drinking twice as much water compared to last time... i feel like some water monster. special message to you know who you are; *i'm really sorry i can't pei you chat tonight... friday night i promise you kay.* erm. nth else.

happy together, the turtles

2010-01-11T14:37:00.003+08:00

Imagine me and you I do
I think about you day and night
It's only right
To think about the girl you love
And hold her tight
So happy together
If I should call you up invest a dime
And you say you belong to me
And ease my mind
Imagine how the world could be
So very fine
So happy together
I can see me lovin' nobody but you
For all my life
When you're with me baby the skies'll be blue
For all my life
Me and you and you and me
No matter how they toss the dice
It had to be
The only one for me is you
And you for me
So happy together
I can see me lovin' nobody but you
For all my life
When you're with me baby the skies'll be blue
For all my life
Me and you and you and me
No matter how they toss the dice
It had to be
The only one for me is you
And you for me
So happy together
Me and you and you and me
No matter how they toss the dice
It had to be
The only one for me is you
And you for me
So happy together
So happy together
How is the weather
So happy together
We're happy together
So happy together
Happy together
So happy together
So happy together

Life sucks... and i think we all know it. well mine's just horrible. i'm so brain dead now. had to wait for mum to come pick me up from school for like 40 WHOLE MINUTES... geez... last time i had to wait for 1 hour, and std 4 i waited for 2 hours!! guess why i had to wait 2 hours?! no need, i tell you why... SHE FORGOT TO PICK ME UP! ahahaha, such a funny joke right? its like SO funny. sometimes she's in a bad mood and i get the blame for everything. when something isn't right in her @#$% perfect little life, i get the blame, AGAIN. fun sucker... kill joy. forget about this. anyway i was just releasing some tension...

♥ ily :) ♥

i wanna maple... i wanna sa... i wanna jump from KL Tower and splat on the concrete floor.

2010-01-10T23:42:00.002+08:00

BORED :)

gaotim ;D

2010-01-10T03:15:00.004+08:00

i hope to see the girlfs again :( joleen and jess MIA all the time. seriously mammamia. I totally miss them.

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anyway, i went to amcorp mall for some shopping today. brought like 100 bucks, came back with 0. ahahahaha. bought this kebaya, white with silver embroidaries with a matching silver sarung. then i got this netting outfit like just to cover some skin and this black spaghetti strapped dress with some frills at the bottom. then i got a few superkawaii charms or pendants... depending on what i wanna do with them. prolly tie some strings to it and make a necklace or wtv. i'm so @#$%ing lazy to upload the pictures. soz man, if ya want pictures ya gotta wait. or maybe ya wanna check out my facebook, it uploads more there. anyway, cosplay session on 31st dec last year *gosh its so werid to say last year* was... okay. the end of the day i looked like i stepped into a tornado. some idiots just don't understand it when people dress like that is for display, not PLAY. those people are total @#$%tards. anyhow, there were like people asking for piczos so, yea, okay fine i took it with them. can't help it if they find me like a total chiobu. heh. *perasannya* okay. uh. how's my new layout?

UNDER CONSTRUCTION

2010-01-09T22:29:00.002+08:00

*BLOG IS UNDER CONSTRUCTION*

SORRY FOR THE INCONVENIENCE

qwertyuiop

2010-01-07T14:45:00.002+08:00

I don’t know but

I think I maybe

Fallin’ for you

Dropping so quickly

Maybe I should

Keep this to myself

Waiting ’til IKnow you better

I am trying

Not to tell you

But I want to

I’m scared of what you’ll say

So I’m hiding what I’m feeling

But I’m tired of

Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time

Just thinking about ya

I don’t know what to do

I think I’m fallin’ for you

I’ve been waiting all my life

And now I found ya

I don’t know what to do

I think I’m fallin’ for you

I’m fallin’ for you

As I’m standing here

And you hold my hand

Pull me towards you

And we start to dance

All around usI see nobody

Here in silence

It’s just you and me

I’m trying

Not to tell you

But I want to

I’m scared of what you’ll say

So I’m hiding what I’m feeling

But I’m tired of

Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time

Just thinking about ya

I don’t know what to do

I think I’m fallin’ for you

I’ve been waiting all my life

And now I found ya

I don’t know what to do

I think I’m fallin’ for you

I’m fallin’ for you

Oh I just can’t take it

My heart is racing

The emotions keep spinning out

I’ve been spending all my time

Just thinking about ya

I don’t know what to do

I think I’m fallin’ for you

I’ve been waiting all my life

And now I found ya

I don’t know what to do

I think I’m fallin’ for you

I’m fallin’ for you

I can’t stop thinking about it

I want you all around me

And now I just can’t hide it

I think I’m fallin’ for you (x2)

I’m fallin’ for you

OoohhhOh no no

Oooooohhh

Oh I’m fallin’ for you

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MY CLASS SUCKZXC!! I'm stuck with the modelling trios... ASHMEN, SHAUN KOH and BARNETT! what a joy... Only 2 fellas from 3 Teratai, and i barely speak to her. but anyhow, thanks Jasmyn, for being there :D i hate form 4 ==

10 points

2010-01-02T22:27:00.003+08:00

YOU HAVE NO IDEA...

how painful it is for me
how stressed i could be
how speechless you leave me
how arrogant you are to me
how angry i can feel
how bad you make me look
how pissed i am at you
how bitchy you are
how you flatter and splatter on me
how much i don't know how to talk to you

2010-01-01T16:30:00.001+08:00

dad's using th main comp... haihz...

2009-12-30T22:56:00.001+08:00

A R G H ! T H E H O R R O R O F T O M O R R O W ... I'M F R E A K E D !!

2009-12-29T16:09:00.002+08:00

Story of my life

Searching for the right

But it keeps avoiding me

Sorrow in my soul

Cause it seems that wrong

Really loves my company

He's more than a man

And this is more than love

The reason that the sky is blue

The clouds are rolling in

Because I'm gone again

And to him I just can't be true

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful

And it kills him inside

To know that I am happy with some other guy

I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore

I don't wanna be the reason why

Everytime I walk out the door

I see him die a little more inside

I don't wanna hurt him anymore

I don't wanna take away his life

I don't wanna be...

A murderer

I feel it in the air

As I'm doing my hair

Preparing for another date

A kiss upon my cheek

As he reluctantly

Asks if I'm gonna be out late

I say I won't be long

Just hanging with the girls

A lie I didn't have to tell

Because we both know

Where I'm about to go

And we know it very well

Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful

And it kills him inside

To know that I am happy with some other guy

I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore

I don't wanna be the reason why

Everytime I walk out the door

I see him die a little more inside

I don't wanna hurt him anymore

I don't wanna take away his life

I don't wanna be...

A murderer

Our love, his trust

I might as well take a gun and put it to his head

Get it over with

I don't wanna do this

Anymore

Anymore (anymore)

I don't wanna do this anymore

I don't wanna be the reason why

And everytime I walk out the door

I see him die a little more inside

And I don't wanna hurt him anymore

I don't wanna take away his life

I don't wanna be...

A murderer (a murderer)

No no no no

Yeah yeah yeah

shattered, scattered, vanished.

2009-12-29T01:50:00.002+08:00

from what i can see i do,

its all i see i am hurting you,

deep down inside i feel guilt,

and thats where my sadness is built.

i've shattered your fragile heart,

i pierced your feelings,

with a very sharp harmful dart,

with all my wrong doings.

after shattering it,

the glass pieces scattered on the floor,

i have only realised when i stepped on it,

its a pain i cannot endure.

i feel triumph to have you as a friend,

i obtained a pure kind soul,

i handled you carelessly,

and i caused you sorrow.

you're so kind, too kind,

it hurts me to realise what i've been doing,

scratching and scarring the crystal glass heart,

i have not carefully been appreaciating.

i deserve divine punishment,

and i will accept it no matter how severe,

you deserve better,

for i am just someone you should litter.

2009-12-28T19:05:00.003+08:00

对不起贤

我很抱歉尹！我真的

很好

对不起

我们没有

意思

伤害你

如此糟糕！

我很抱歉

我真的很

对不起

对不起！！

250th post

2009-12-27T03:14:00.003+08:00

わたしは、あなたを愛しています
私はちょうど言うことはできない
私を知っている
しかし、先ほど
隠れる
痛い
とを知っている
あなたは私を与える
希望の風船
その後、私の顔を見てポップ
を吸う。
けちな人

jual ikan

2009-12-26T23:39:00.003+08:00

Lets tart by correcting ya tone

lower ya finger, don't be comin' at me

with your condescending demeanor

we both know that ya dead wrong

and what makes itworse you don't even have the nerve

to ever say that you're sorry

you're never wrong and i'm never right and

you win all the rounds and every fight

that's why

can't stay another day when you're always

gettin' your way, you just keep gettin' your way

you just keep gettin' your way, ya selfish!

so i decided not to get in your way

its time to do it my way and that means

gettin' away from you, ya selfish!

how is it that you can look at us and ony see you

you can look at one but, never would you ever see two

you can live a lie and never be true

it's so funny now, how completely i can see you

you're nevr wrong and i'm never right and

you win all the rounds and every fight

thats why

can't stay another day when you're always

gettin' your way, you just keep gettin' your way

you just keep gettin' your way, ya selfish!

so i decided not to get in your way

it's time to do it my way and that means

gettin' away from you, ya selfish!

no we don't need to talk

ain't nothin' left to say

you got everything ya want

go ahead and grab ya cake

i know what's best for me

we go our seperate ways

leaving you with everything

even all the pain

can't stay another day when you're always

gettin' your way, you just keep gettin' your way

you just keep gettin' your way, ya selfish!

so i decided not to get in your way

it's time to do it my way and that means

gettin' away from you, ya selfish!

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this is such a bore! staying home and stuff...i'm being lifeless and lazy. i'm so darn lazy to upload all the pictures, argh. i hate hate hate my results... aih...

3in1

2009-12-25T21:48:00.002+08:00

guess mine is not the first

heart broken...

my eyes are not the first, to cry...

I'm not the first to know

there's just no getting over you...

Hello, i'm just a fool

who's willing to sit around and wait for you

but baby can't you see

there's nothing else for me to do

i'm hopelessly devoted to you

but now there's no where to hide,

since you pushed my love aside

i'm not in my head,

hopelessly devoted to you

hopelessly devoted to you...

my head is saying "fool, forget him..."

my heart is saying "don't let go"

hold on to the end, thats what i intend to do

i'm hopelessly devoted to you

But now theres no where to hide

since you pushed my love aside

i'm not in my head

hopelessly devoted to you

HOPELESSLY DEVOTED to you

Olivia Newton John

Hopelessly Devoted To You

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I'm lazy to post, but... oh well...

this post is called YAMATEH~! *inside joke hehe*

aite, i can't remember whaat day, what time, and whatsoever la... the outing was so last minute, didn't bother to remember the minor details... went out with JoEe, JoLeen and Kim... OU of course, our usual reigning area. so, i said i was gonna be a wee bit late, these people actualy came LATER than me... so as i waited, autumn(JoJO), winter(Kim) and spring(JoEe) passed... 1 whole year i waited for them. heh. anyway, we settled for some food at Sakae Sushi, we started to talk about YAMATEH, then all of us kept saying Yamateh. all of a sudden, i said Yamateh out loud really loudly, the music stopped and everyone was quiet. EMBARESSING SIOL! anyway, LOL, so we decided to pay and leave. the stupid bill was like RM115... geez, the food we ate was so not worth the money. my 30 bucks flew :( however, we had a good laugh so ok la~ then we went to toilet to camwhore... went starbucks... got some amazingly funny shots and joee was like phone bowling. roflmao on that 1. i was like buing stuff, so was kim and jojo. like OMG jojo's blue nail polist looks awesome, i want one too. ;x ok, thats all of it. i'm so lazy to put up the pics. sorry.

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aite, second outing.

Christmas Eve of DOOM

spent with Sexy people ;)

Christmas eve, as said. Tio sabo by government. PMR results came out, i'm not happy bout it so lets not talk about the result aite? i cried a several times, heh, i know... i'm such an emo fag, pathetic, say whatcha want. i know. anyway, after that i went over to OU, met up with joee, she had to work. so i joined Denise, KaiBoon, Daniel and Pei Wen... we walked quite aimlessly, joined up with another big groupie, Ashmen SHaun and another fella... Jason? i think? then yeah, denise and i went clothes camwhoring. she got a friend to buy her a top.*how smart, i should try that too! anyone willing to buy me a top?* Lol, just kidding. so blablabla, walked and talked and i had to leave. so before i left i went BBQ stove seeking. bouts a 1ft by 2ft stove, some charcoal and fire starters. tadaa, i'm done. when i reached the taxi stand i wanted to call for a drink at the bah kut teh shop... but then after order mum came to fetch, therefore i cancelled the order. too bad lady, i'm sorry.

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MERRY CHRISTMAS

BBQ NIGHT DINNER hearts

3 event posts in 1. heh.

aite. i woke at 11+ and rushed to Tesco, received an SMS from JoEe saying Bran went OU to find her. Dagnabbedit i wanna go see him too :( anyway, lets not talk about that case. bought the food to BBQ,set up and marinated the food and stuff... i did the stove to set fire... started to BBQ at about 5+ gosh there are so many things. i'm dead full now. played charade. i laughed so hard at faces. anyway... i feel like some lard sitting on a chair now. anyway, theres nothing much to say. no photos snapped tonight. MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

ily

Firbs

2009-12-23T19:33:00.002+08:00

die

hard

samurai!

nah just kidding...

i'd get ksed like hell...

not enuf pots to survive a solo

i can't pin~

life sucks...

and some people just have

retarded brains...

its so retarded that i

just have to

wanna

slap the ass outta

their face.

naturally i can't

so.. oh well. wasted.

2009-12-19T23:59:00.002+08:00

why is it just so hard to talk to you?
why is it that you're giving me all this shit?
why is it that you just have to make me wanna scream?
why is it like this?
why is it this bad?

what is it that makes you so special?
what is it that makes you so balless?
what is it that just pisses me off?
what is it that stops myself from slapping you?
what is it that is so hard to give you a piece of my mind?

why are you doing this?
what are you trying to say?
why should i even listen?
what would make you stop?
why am i so frustrated?!?!?!?!?!?!

tagged - Jojo Baobei

2009-12-11T20:26:00.002+08:00

- you -
first name - Firbie
nickname - Fir, Firbs, Firb, Feebo, Girlgirl and many more
name you wish you had - I'm very satisfied with my own name
what do people normaly mistake your name for - uncountable man... ==
birthplace - SJMC [subang jaya medical centre]
timing - 3-4pm i think?
single or taken - single x)
zodiac - Aquarius

- appearance -

height - 152 cms

wish you were taller - erm... DUH!

eye colour - I'ma big brown eye girl~

eye colour you want - I like my own eye colour...

natural hair colour - dark brown under sun. black in flourecent light.

current hair colour - still natural.

short / long hair - long

ever dye your hair in a bizzare colour - NO WAY!

last time you did something dramatic to your hair - can't remember

glasses or contacts - neither

make up - only when required

hair extensions - nope.

painted nails - during holidays only~

- in the opposite gender -

eye colour - doesn't matter to me

hair colour - as long as its not lalafied

shy or outgoig - a bit of both won't hurt.

looks / personality - both matters much

sexy / cute - SCARMBLE BOTH UP! *drool*

serious / fun - there are needs of both

older / younger - OLDER! pls ==

turn on - how he makes me happy

turn off - smokers... excessive vulgarities... extremely sensitive + over protective

- this or that -

flower / chocolate - chocs

pepsi / coke - don't really like both...

rap / rock - ok ok la...

relationship / one night stand - relationship

school / work - both :)

love / money - BOTH! BOTH! BOTH!

movies / music - both~

country / city - i dun mind both...

sunny / rainy - i like both

family / friends -i love both

- have you ever... -

lied - WHO HASN'T?

stole - x_x i duwanna answer that question

smoke - what a disgust, NO!

hurt someone close - yeah

broken someone's heart - yeah

had heart broken - not that i know of. *i'm almost heartless*

wondered what was wrong with you - plentiful

wished you were prince / princess - long time ago

liked someone who was taken - can't say no

shaved your head - NO!!

been in love - not that i know of.

used chopsticks - embaressing if i hadn't

sang into the mirror to yourself - AHAHAHAHAHA YEAHH !!

- favourites -

flowers - orchids

candy - i like all that tastes good

song - i don't wanna name them...

scent - something mild and soothing

colour - i like all, its just how you use it

movie - plenty...

singer - none

word - too many lor

junkie - bo

website - many...

location - many...

animal - many...

cried over someone - yeah...

wishing i could change myself - so many...

think that you're attractive - in different ways sometimes yeah ;x

fairytale as your life if you must choose - the little mermaid

sports - yup... i don't mind them

- 8 random facts about you -

im a girl
i don't like noise
i'm different when i'm around different people
my mood swings
straightforward
i have a blog
i love my friends
i love my dog

Jason Mraz - I'm yours.

2009-12-09T00:23:00.001+08:00

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
Now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my bestest
And nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
Listen to the music of the moment babay sing with me
I love peace for melody
And It's our God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love loved

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

Scooch on over closer dear
And i will nibble your ear

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what I'm be saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue

But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find that the sky is yours
Please don't, please don't, please don't
There's no need to complicate
Cause our time is short
This oh this this is out fate, I'm yours!

2009-12-08T22:23:00.002+08:00

new zealand's potato chips... finished it in 1 day

although there was so much... YUMMY LA ;x

jieru...

joee...

hubby...

and wifey :D

hearts ~

2009-12-06T14:12:00.001+08:00

my computer is going crazy again... back to IT shop :P

2009-12-02T00:15:00.002+08:00

♥ FiŘΒiĚ says:
*i wanna buy a black miniskirt
.
Really broken, From the day I have met ..says:
*omg .. !!! MY NEXT DOOR COLLAGE PEOPLE ALL BOYS DE .. Invite a girl come back and DO ZZZZZ !!!
*zzz
*I CAN HEAR THE GAL !!
.
♥ FiŘΒiĚ says:
*uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
.
Really broken, From the day I have met ..says:
*!!!
*WTH
.
♥ FiŘΒiĚ says:
*LOL
*AHAHAHAH

OMG JOYEE. WAY TO GO!

HAHAHHAHAHAHAH

2009-12-01T23:46:00.001+08:00

JUST BECAUSE YOU'RE IN A @#$%ING BAD MOOD DOESN'T GIVE YOU THE RIGHT TO LET IT OUT ON PEOPLE!! YOU COULDN'T GET THE INFORMATION YOU WANT AND SIMPLY THROW YOUR TANTRUM ON ME DOESN'T SOLVE ANYTHING YOU STUPID IDIOT.

good morning december

2009-11-30T23:44:00.002+08:00

pissed.pissed.pissed.pissed.pissed.
pissed.pissed.pissed.pissed.pissed.

pissed.pissed.pissed.pissed.pissed.

...

Pissed at that stupid fella.

come my samurai and whack

then nicely ask to cc

wanna sit there LC

2009-11-29T12:00:00.002+08:00

its the end of November.
and i've been wasting my time thinking about stupid things.
time to clear my mind,
focus on what i wanted to do
and achieve what i focus on.
north south east west no matter which way it goes,
its not gonna happen anyway...
so, today is a NEW day~!
and i know, i can make it through without rubbish in my head!

issues issues issues issues issues!!

2009-11-26T14:33:00.000+08:00

Ohhh Yeah

Sometimes
I Feel like I’m going out of
My mind,

Boy the way you do me is a
damn crime,

But then you smile at me
and its all right,

With you there aint nothin' in between,

Every time that I walk out the door,
Tell myself I can't take it no more,

There’s a part of me won't let you go
Keep saying yes when my minds saying no,

Chorus:
Me and my heart we got issues,
Don’t know if I should hate you or miss you,
Damn, I wish that I could resist you,
Can't decide if I should leave you or kiss you.
Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues.
We got issues, issues, issues.

Its so wrong, boy you leave me hangin' for so long,
You empty out my love until its all gone,
You change the words but still it's the same song,
I’m tired of the melody.

Change my number and throw out your clothes,
But my feelings for you, it still shows,
I keep building the walls round my heart,
But then I see you, and it all falls apart...

Chorus:
Me and my heart we got issues,
Don’t know if I should hate you or miss you,
Damn, I wish that I could resist you,
Can't decide if I should leave you or kiss you.
Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues.
We got issues, issues, issues.

Why fight it, cant hide it
Truth is I think I like it,
Confusion, illusions
Still I don’t know which way to go….

Chorus: (x2)
Me and my heart we got issues,
Don’t know if I should hate you or miss you,
Damn, I wish that I could resist you,
Can't decide if I should leave you or kiss you.

Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues.
We got issues, issues, issues.

Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues
We got issues, issues, issues,
We got issues, issues, issues
We got issues, issues, issues

Me and my heart we got issues
Don’t know whether I should hate you or miss you.

you suck.

2009-11-24T15:31:00.001+08:00

Think of me
think of me fondly,
when we've said goodbye.
Remember me
once in a while -
please promise me
you'll try.
When you find
that, once
again, you long
to take your heart back
and be free -
if you
ever find
a moment,
spare a thought
for me
We never said
our love
was evergreen,
or as unchanging
as the sea -
but if
you can still
remember
stop and think
of me . . .
Think of all the things
we've shared and seen -
don't think about the things
which might have been . . .
Think of me,
think of me waking,
silent and
resigned.
Imagine me,
trying too hard
to put you
from my mind.
Recall those days
look back
on all those times,
think of the things
we'll never do -
there will
never be
a day, when
I won't think
of you . .
We never said
our love
was evergreen,
or as unchanging
as the sea -
but please
promise me,
that sometimes
you will think of me!

sudden addiction towards Think of Me
Phantom of the Opera.
I wonder why?

2009-11-22T19:36:00.003+08:00

i wanna go back to the IT shop in cineleisure... I WANNA GOOOO!!
those that knows me well, knows why la. hehehehe
omg its like so... *haihhhhhsss* see also wanna... LOL omg la...
melting cheese siol ;D i wanna own that sooo badly. so so badly...
the kawaii-ness! totally kawaii. omg... i can see red bubbles already!! ROFLMAO...
its so
sweeee~~~~~ *flying high*

7 reasons why not to mess with a child.

2009-11-16T20:22:00.002+08:00

Reason 1 A little girl was talking to her teacher about whales. The teacher said it was physically impossible for a whale to swallow a human because even though it was a very large mammal its throat was very small. The little girl stated that Jonah was swallowed by a whale. Irritated, the teacher reiterated that a whale could not swallow a human; it was physically impossible. The little girl said, “When I get to heaven I will ask Jonah.” The teacher asked, ” What if Jonah went to hell?” The little girl replied, “Then you ask him”.

♥

Reason 2 A Kindergarten teacher was observing her classroom of children while they were drawing. She would occasionally walk around to see each child’s work. As she got to one little girl who was working diligently, she asked what the drawing was. The girl replied, “I’m drawing God.” The teacher paused and said, “But no one knows what God looks like.” Without missing a beat, or looking up from her drawing, the girl replied, “They will in a minute.”

♥

Reason 3 A Sunday school teacher was discussing the Ten Commandments with her five and six year old After explaining the commandment to “honor” thy Father and thy Mother, she asked, “Is there a commandment that teaches us how to treat our brothers and sisters?” Without missing a beat one little boy (the oldest of a family) answered, “Thou shall not kill.”

♥

Reason 4 One day a little girl was sitting and watching her mother do the dishes at the kitchen sink. She suddenly noticed that her mother had several strands of white hair sticking out in contrast on her brunette head. She looked at her mother and inquisitively asked, “Why are some of your hairs white, Mom?” Her mother replied, “Well, every time that you do something wrong and make me cry or unhappy, one of my hairs turns white.” The little girl thought about this revelation for a while and then said, “Momma, how come ALL of grandma’s hairs are white?”

♥

Reason 5 The children had all been photographed, and the teacher was trying to persuade them each to buy a copy of the group picture. “Just think how nice it will be to look at it when you are all grown up and say, ‘There’s Jennifer, she’s a lawyer,’ or ‘That’s Michael, he’s a doctor.’ A small voice at the back of the room rang out,”And there’s the teacher, she’s dead. ”

♥

Reason 6 A teacher was giving a lesson on the circulation of the blood. Trying to make the matter clearer, she said, “Now, class, if I stood on my head, the blood, as you know, would run into it, and I would turn red in the face..” “Yes,” the class said. “Then why is it that while I am standing upright in the ordinary position the blood doesn’t run into my feet?” A little fellow shouted, “Cause your feet ain’t empty.”

♥

Reason 7 The children were lined up in the cafeteria of a Catholic elementary school for lunch. At the head of the table was a large pile of apples. The nun made a note, and posted on the apple tray: “Take only ONE. God is watching.” Moving further along the lunch line, at the other end of the table was a large pile of chocolate chip cookies. A child had written a note, “Take all you want - God is watching the apples

VICTORY!

2009-11-08T15:29:00.001+08:00

7th NOVEMBER 2009

scar batch by SiH1R

xxAhikAxx HELMED!

12.15am!

HIP HIP HOORAY !

2009-11-04T23:43:00.003+08:00

depressed.

Just Around The Riverbend

2009-11-04T18:22:00.002+08:00

addiction.

`

`

What I love most about rivers is:

You can't step in the same river twice

The water's always changing, always flowing

But people, I guess, can't live like that

We all must pay a price

To be safe, we lose our chance of ever knowing

What's around the riverbend

Waiting just around the riverbend
I look once more

Just around the riverbend

Beyond the shore

Where the gulls fly free

Don't know what for

What I dream the day might send

Jut around the riverbend

For me

Coming for me

`
I feel it there beyond those trees

Or right behind these waterfalls

Can I ignore that sound of distant drumming

For a handsome sturdy husband

Who builds handsome sturdy walls

And never dreams that something might be coming?

Just around the riverbend

Just around the riverbend
I look once more

Just around the riverbend

Beyond the shore

Somewhere past the sea

Don't know what for ...

Why do all my dreams extend

Just around the riverbend?

Just around the riverbend ...
`

Should I choose the smoothest curve

Steady as the beating drum?

Should I marry Kocoum?

Is all my dreaming at an end?

Or do you still wait for me, Dream Giver

Just around the riverbend?

`

`

extracted from pocahontas :)

Just Around The Riverbend

2009-11-04T18:22:00.000+08:00

addiction.
`
`
What I love most about rivers is:
You can't step in the same river twice
The water's always changing, always flowing
But people, I guess, can't live like that
We all must pay a price
To be safe, we lose our chance of ever knowing
What's around the riverbend
Waiting just around the riverbend
I look once more
Just around the riverbend
Beyond the shore
Where the gulls fly free
Don't know what for
What I dream the day might send
Jut around the riverbend
For me
Coming for me
`
I feel it there beyond those trees
Or right behind these waterfalls
Can I ignore that sound of distant drumming
For a handsome sturdy husband
Who builds handsome sturdy walls
And never dreams that something might be coming?
Just around the riverbend
Just around the riverbend
I look once more
Just around the riverbend
Beyond the shore
Somewhere past the sea
Don't know what for ...
Why do all my dreams extend
Just around the riverbend?
Just around the riverbend ...
`
Should I choose the smoothest curve
Steady as the beating drum?
Should I marry Kocoum?
Is all my dreaming at an end?
Or do you still wait for me, Dream Giver
Just around the riverbend?
`
`

extracted from pocahonats :)

i think i know why.

2009-11-03T18:26:00.002+08:00

i know~
i know why i'm feeling so uncomfortable.
probably its because i miss the old times.
just noticed that, haha
too bad i cannot rewind the timing.
well, it'd be a waste if i do anyway.
because...
*
if i do, i wouldn't have met Ong Jo Leen, gotten close to Lim Jo Ee, barely knew Veron Ng and Jesseca Chow wouldn't exist in Firb's dictionary. yes i admit i miss the old times although so much has happened. old times in TamanSEA :) it was such a great place to be in and i JUST realised. i really really miss SiewYan, JoYee, MayKwan, KarMun, Chu Shan AND SO MANY MORE OF THE PEOPLE. my biggest missing person would be BEVERYLY. i so miss her :( its like, without her, i couldn't have ever survived standard 6. times were rough and so, but, yup. I don't care anymore. no use looking back, eyes are put in front to see what comes next, not whatever that dwells behind life.

1-300-OU-Anyone?

2009-10-31T18:19:00.001+08:00

bored.. i'm going ou tomorrow...
anyone willing to teman me?
i'm gonna need to check some simcard stuff
and hopefully watch michael jackson
i heard MJ was good...
ermh... i got nth else to say already.
lately feeling very uneasy. dunno why sia

2009-10-29T23:50:00.002+08:00

I'm unhappy.
why am i unhappy?
there's no reason for me to be unhappy
but why am i unhappy?
i'm worried.
what am i worried about?
there's nothing much for me to worry about
but why do i worry?
i feel uneasy.
why do i feel uneasy?
i'm in comfortable environmant
but yet, i'm still uneasy.
so why am i uneasy?
why am i worried?
why am i unhappy?
i don't know the answer.
where's the answer sheet when you need it?

2009-10-26T23:30:00.004+08:00

MY NEW DRESS! ahahahaha

apparently i look like shuyan

Joee: YOU LOOK LIKE SHUYAN

was camwhoring in class ;x

wearing Deshvin's glasses x3

man i look sooo nerdy!

2009-10-24T23:48:00.003+08:00

sakki made to iitteru koto chigau janai
chotto dake sugao miseta keredo
zutto IRA IRA IRA IRA shite wa
atashi wo mono mitai ni atsukatte
sakki made to iitteru koto chigau janai

dareka no sei ni shite wa nigekae kureshiteru hibi
ATE ni naranaiwa.
I'm sorry toriaezu sayonara

anata ga inai toiai atteiieru wagamama
(zutto kienai you ni kesanai you ni)
aijou, yuujou, shiritai koto wa nandemo.
(aimai sugite wakaranai yo.)
itsuka kokoro no oku no doa wo kataku anata wo matteiru

sakki kara jibun no koto bakkari janai
chotto gurai kizutsuite mitara?

sou yatte yasashii kotoba de goma kasanaide
shinjirarenaiwa kakko tsukenaide yo

nannen tatte mo itsu ni natte mo yamenaide

atashi ga inai to dame dame tte itte sunao ni
(motto hoshigatte yo tsuyogaranaide)
ai no zanzou, yume miru shoujo ESUKEEPU
(tsukamattari, nigekittari)
itsuka kokoro no kagi wo kowasu you na...

anata ga inai toriai atteieru wagamama
(zutto kienai you ni kesanai you ni)
aijou, yuujou, shiritai koto wa nandemo.
(aimai sugite wakaranai yo.)
itsuka kokoro no oku wo daitekureru anata wo matteiru

hokani wa nani mo iranai ia ia ya

ashita mo shinjiteitai ia ia ia ia ia ia ya

English Translation

isn't what you're saying now diffferent from before?
i'm showing just a little bit of my true self.
it's been bothering me so much,
the way you treated me like a thing.
isn't what you're saying now different from before?

it's someone's fault that i'm running away and hiding every day
i can't rely on anything
i'm sorry, but goodbye for now.

i wanna hold you when you're gone. i'm selfish like that.
(i don't want you to go away, i won't get rid of you)
love or friendship, i just want to know.
(it's so vague, i just don't get it)
the door to my heart is waiting for you to knock it down.

haven't you been just talking about yourself lately?
how about you get hurt a little bit?
don't trick me with nice words like that,
i don't believe you, don't try and look so cool.
no matter how many years it takes,
don't give up

you're saying that you need me here.
(want it a bit more, don't be so tough)
a girl escapes to dream of remnants of love.
(i'm always getting caught, i'm always running away)
someday the key to my heart will break..

i wanna hold you when you're gone. i'm selfish like that.
(i don't want you to go away, i won't get rid of you)
love or friendship, i just want to know.
(it's so vague, i just don't get it)
the inside of my heart is waiting for you to embrace it.

i don't need anything else.

i just want to believe in tomorrow.

*my latest addiction.
i wonder what the janitor is blabbering about?
what a pedophile.

2009-10-23T19:25:00.005+08:00

OK TALK TALK TIME. for the past few weeks, I've been doing nothing much. gaigai eat sleep drink talk. MUAHAHAHAHA. i love aiai and joee loads. LOVE BAOBEI ALSO! and Joee, mai scold me never update. i update jor. happy? xD i'm being so lame la. omg. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. i laugh too much d... ok ok, i mai grandma story. * time to exercise, fats accumulating... later cannot wear my lolita dress then sad lu *

ee, see aiai so cute when study :P she angry

cannot do question wanna throw calculater jor ;x

*nolah... she was avoiding the camera xD*

Lookie, JoYee lolita! i look so lanci. bleh

Hehehe, aiai serious jor F3

sweets x3. at colours try clothes.

AHAHAHAHA! aiai shyyyyy X3

Orhh, me and Joee go OU makan :P

difference in spoon haha!

I get cool spoon she get noob spoon ahahahahahahaa

Sweets' tatoo :P . P for Permanent.

ok la, i post under request nia. mai talk so much. this post veh long cause so many picha. x3.

2009-10-03T23:34:00.002+08:00

OHMYGOODNESS FIRBIE CHOY WILL YOU CONTROLL YOURSELF? PMR IS IN 3 DAYS AND YOU'RE STILL BLOGGING AND MAPLING. WHERE HAS YOUR RASIONAL MIND GONE? OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG I'M SCARING MYSELF SO MUCH OMG LA. GEEZ FIRB, YOU GO BACK IN YOUR WORDS. I SHOULD BE STUDYING, I SHOULD BE SLEEPING WELL, I SHOULD BE EATING WELL AND NOT SUPPOSED TO GET SICK! AND YOU KNOW WHAT?!?! YOU'RE SICK WITH FLU ALMOST EVERY DAY OF THE YEAR!! GEEZ FIRB. SELF CONTROLL!

2009-08-17T18:16:00.001+08:00

50 days to PMR~
barely anymore computer.
i'll see y'all around the 18th Oct.
i love you peeps
muacks muacks!

Tagged by JOee

2009-08-10T18:09:00.003+08:00

1.What are you doing right now besides blogging ?
Facebooking... MSNing... considering to be mapling...
.
2.Who's the last person you sms-ed ?
to gods hell 'd remember... joanne i think =X
.
3.Who's the last person you email-ed ?
My sis.
.
4. If you woke up from bed and find yourself in the middle of the mountain,what would you do.
i'd attempt to fly =O
.
5.What kind of boy/girl do you like.[describe]
humorous
understanding
knows to keep his hands to himself
loves me more than anything
.
6.Who is the person you had a crush with recently ? Name that person or it's initials.
undeniably... J. somebody somebody =)
.
7. Describe that person you mentioned in no.6
compatible with grim reaper sometimes...
but he looks great~
.
8.If you see a RM 1000000 note on a floor.What would you do ?
i'll take it before anyone else sees it!
.
9.The last time you took a picture with ?
i took a picture with my phone in front of a mirror. =X
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10. Describe something about yourself that others might not have.Tell it honestly.
me
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11.Who do you want to stay at a hotel for one night with ?
my girlfriends =D a luxury suite please!!
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12.If you were given a chance to marry someone in your friends link in your blog,who would it be ?
nobody!
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13. Name the people you are tagging.
-you
-you
-you
-you
-you
=D

2009-08-04T18:52:00.002+08:00

yay i can forget about lolita bag :) i already got 1 xD
now i gotta think of the shoes T^T
shoes are so hard to get... its killing me.
people keep asking me about the accesories and the stockings but
I'D HANG MYSELF IF I HAD TO WEAR
THOSE MULTICOLOURED STUFF!
lace lace lace lace lace! omg sry i'm obsessed with lolita =C

Pichas :D

2009-07-31T15:20:00.001+08:00

MY PURPLE LOLITA DRESS =D

ITS A SKIRT! XD

2009-07-25T23:59:00.002+08:00

Im in LOVE
with my BUTT :D
JUst kidding.
My maple not working when i need it
same goes to SA.
sometimes i just wanna
@#$% it up.
strong feeling but
oh wells, i need it to live :D
its just the Firb's way~
i'm supposed to sleep but
i just watched a short CUT
of Dark Water english version on TV
so i cannot sleep
therefore i need to maple
but my maple HackShield by Ahnlab
is being a buster
so i just gotta suck it up
and wait till it tells me its not working
@#$% man :D

2009-07-23T18:46:00.001+08:00

Sis called home =D

2009-07-22T13:15:00.000+08:00

antibiotics taste like puke.

2009-07-18T09:14:00.002+08:00

WHAT ARE YOU STARING AT? WHAT IS THERE FOR YOU TO STARE? SO RUDE! CAN'T YOU JUST CONCENTRATE ON YOUR STUDIES WHEN THE TEACHER IS TEACHING?!?!?!

JUST GET OFF MY BACK AND LEAVE ME ALONE!

2009-07-17T19:40:00.001+08:00

Firbie sudah tidak sihat dan kuat. I cannot stand up for more than 2 minutes... sian, stand for more than 2 minutes sure the world is spinning very quickly... pigu =C

2009-07-15T17:33:00.000+08:00

***BEEBO***
bored :P